done!!

I've finsihed all my four tests, sixteen papers, in the past two weeks. so I am done! See ya Saturday Simpson!

so frustrated

What upset me more than anything is when I actually work really really hard on something and still fail. If I don't study for a test very much and get a D it doesn't phase me. But, when I see my fiance work his ass off to pass a math exam just so he can graduate college, after his advisor and registar already screwed him over, and he doesn't pass it kills me on the inside. We both worked extremely hard, to fail. All that we want right now is the security of our degree, and a job. I don't know where either one is. I wasn't going to stress, I wasn't going to get nervous, and I wasn't going to get scared. Now, I am scared. Money is running out, time is running out and I have never felt more helpless. If I could screw Simpson over, the way they screwed me over, I would. If I could do anything that would make someone who I am paying there salary actually care about my and my sitatuations as human being than I would take back every piece of shit that I have said about them. But I can't and that makes me more angery than I have ever felt in my life.